As I made it to the corner of his mouth, he cursed, the taste of his lips teasing me as I got the briefest brush of them against my own. But it wasn’t nearly enough.
“Fuck,” he murmured. “Stars, please don’t let this be a dream. Make it real. Make it-”
I silenced him as I turned my head and crossed that final barrier, ignoring the fact that he was my best friend and that I’d only ever hooked up with girls before, ignoring the fear that this might break something between us because I needed it too fucking much to let any pointless doubts like that take it from me.
Even so, the kiss I gave him was hesitant at first because I couldn’t help the one doubt from creeping in that could actually ruin this moment. Because if I’d read him wrong and he didn't want this at all then there was a chance that he was about to push me away, tell me to stop, steal this fantasy before I’d even taken a moment to indulge in it. Maybe it really was a pack need that had been driving that lust in his eyes and it hadn’t been about me specifically, but I really fucking hoped that wasn’t it.
My lips met with his and I swear a fucking explosion went off in my body, every nerve ending firing off at once as a whole lifetime of loving him echoed through the foundations of who I was and twisted itself into this new beast, this perfect possibility which I was afraid to even put a name to.
But I didn’t need a name for what I wanted in that moment, because as my mouth tasted his, I could fucking feel it and all I needed to know was that I wanted more.
I pressed myself into him more firmly, kissing him harder and parting my lips as I teased the seam of his with my tongue.
But Seth didn’t react at all and as that one terrifying doubt pushed in on me, I drew back, looking at him with my heart racing and my skin burning and my fucking cock driving into his leg so obviously that there was no mistaking it.
I opened my mouth to apologise or ask him why he wasn’t kissing me back or fuck knew what, but it didn’t matter because as I made a move to step away, he caught hold of my belt and dragged me back against him again, kissing me so hard that it was bruising and my whole fucking world caught alight alongside my flesh.
Seth pushed his hand into my curls, fisting them tightly and parting his lips at last so that I could taste his tongue as it swept over mine, and I knew in that moment that I didn’t care if this was terrifying because it was so fucking good that I never wanted it to stop.
He kissed with a hunger that made me think he’d been wanting this for just as long as I had. I’d just been the dumb fuck who had been too blind to notice what was right in front of me.
He turned us, slamming me back against the wall and going all Alpha on me as he growled in a possessive way that got my fangs tingling and my cock throbbing with the desire to put him in his damn place.
His hands were suddenly on my body, roaming down my chest and finding my belt which he unbuckled so fucking fast that I barely had time to consider what he was doing.
My whole body tingled with an urgent kind of need as he rolled my fly down and his hand pushed beneath the waistband of my boxers, fisting my cock and making me groan as he broke our kiss and looked at me.
“You really want this?” he asked, rolling his thumb over the head of my dick in a way that made it jerk in his grasp.
“I want you,” I confirmed, my mind wheeling with what that meant because I hadn’t really thought this through, and I was suddenly thinking about how many guys Seth had fucked and realising that I was out of my depth here because I wasn’t even sure where to start.
“Fuck, I could come from hearing those words alone,” Seth growled, knotting my hair in his free hand once more and kissing me so hard that I forgot about getting this wrong because it felt so fucking right.
His hand worked my cock like he instinctively knew exactly what I liked, and I couldn’t help but drive my hips forward as the feeling of his big hand surrounding it turned me on so damn much that I began to fear how long I could even hold out for.
I pushed all of my hesitation aside as I reached for him too, sliding my hand into his sweatpants and finding him rock solid within them, the tip of his dick beaded with precum which I smeared all around the head of his shaft before slicking my hand down it.
Seth growled into my mouth, pumping me harder and making my head spin at his expert touch as I kissed him with a demand that I was desperate to satisfy.
He broke away suddenly, his mouth moving to my neck before he dropped it to my collar bone then my chest, working his way down and tugging my pants lower as he went, still pumping my dick even as I lost my grip on his.