7“Nothing but a”： Ibid., 82.
8“reign of terror”： SO, MO, 76, in PHL, page 430 in PDF.
9“only a protraction”： Ibid., 79, in PHL, page 433 in PDF.
10“all felt ourselves”： Ibid., 81, in PHL, page 435 in PDF.
11“At every opportunity”： Ibid.
12“military activity”： Ibid., 85, in PHL, page 439 in PDF.
13“tangled up in”： Ibid., 84, in PHL, page 438 in PDF.
14“Looking glasses”： Ibid., 85, in PHL, page 439 in PDF.
15“little uneasiness”： Ibid., 86, in PHL, page 440 in PDF.
16“The wind was”： Ibid., 83, in PHL, page 437 in PDF.
17“so scattered”： Ibid.
18“Orders were suddenly”： Ibid., 87, in PHL, page 441 in PDF.
19“blasted reputation”： EP, MK, 95.
20“in a state”： Ibid.
21“This book is”： Ibid.
22“It is my”： Ibid., 83.
23“as an act”： Ibid., 82.
24“my heart had”： Ibid., 86.
25“willingly offered”： EP, PHL, 327.
26“Dr. McFarland”： EP, letter to AM, January 19, 1863, reproduced in MK, 83–85.
27“our future existence”： EP, MK, 86.
28“I did then”： EP, MP1, 382.
29“This note must”： EP, letter to AM, January 19, 1863, reproduced in MK, 85.
30“without uttering one”： EP, MK, 87.
31“low, respectful bow”： Ibid.
32“with a slight”： Ibid.
33“the highest expectations”： Ibid.
34“I considered this”： Ibid.
CHAPTER 32
1“If you fail”： EP, letter to AM, quoted in PHL, 320.
2“almost hear my”： EP, PHL, 320.
3Conversation between EP and AM: Recounted by EP, ibid.
4“Good sleep”： Ibid., 321.
5“as good an”： Ibid.
6“Duties are ours”： EP, GD, 2:12 [italics added].
7Conversation between EP and AM: Recounted by EP, PHL, 322.
8“God’s purpose would”： EP, GD, 2:415.
9“knowing the dog”： Ibid.
10“He will return”： EP, MK, 88.
11“There seemed”： Ibid.
12“this secret”： Ibid.
13“This…was”： Ibid.
14“unasked, with an”： EP, PHL, 326.
15“delightful work”： Ibid.
16“I never”： Ibid.
17“entire trust”： Ibid.
18“should trust him”： EP, TE, 28.
19“I had no”： EP, PHL, 326.
20“dearest friend”： EP, GD, 2:351.
21“browbeat her”： EP, MPE, 81.
22“foul play”： Ibid.
23“open to all”： Eighth Annual Report of the Trustees of the State Lunatic Hospital, at Northampton, October, 1863 （Boston: Wright & Potter, 1864）， 9, Northampton State Hospital Annual Reports （RB 035）， Special Collections and University Archives, University of Massachusetts Amherst Libraries, http://credo.library.umass.edu/view/full/murb035-y1863-i001.
24“none have ever”： Ibid., 10.
25“Elizabeth P. W.”： Trustees’ Records, March 4, 1863, quoted in Special Report of the Trustees, 31.
CHAPTER 33
1“a theme of”： SO, MO, 103, in PHL, page 457 in PDF.
2“I felt that”： EP, GD, 4:219.
3“to secure for”： Ibid., 4:218.
4“I felt”： Ibid., 4:220.
5“I had full”： Ibid., 4:219–20.
6“I considered myself”： Ibid., 4:222.
7“sufficient ability”： “Eighth Biennial Report,” 338.
8“a hodgepodge”： Don Harrison Doyle, The Social Order of a Frontier Community: Jacksonville, Illinois, 1825–70 （Urbana: University of Illinois Press, 1978）， 199.
9“simply a boarder”： EP, GD, 4:222.
10“I really felt”： EP, PHL, 329.
CHAPTER 34
1“dazzles and bewilders”： “The Metropolitan Hotel,” New York Herald, September 2, 1852.
2“palaces of”： Ibid.
3“rich and inviting”： Ibid.
4“got tired”： AM, in “Annual Meeting of the AMSAII,” 91.
5“infinite trouble”： Ibid.
6“I proposed to”： Ibid.
7“at any time”： Daily Illinois State Register, November 29, 1883.
8“free and full”： EP, PHL, 305–6.
9“I do not”： AM, in “Annual Meeting of the AMSAII,” 91.