3“Have you not”： Ibid., 95.
4“a class of”： Ibid.
5“Excitements among them”： AM, in “Seventh Biennial Report,” 318.
6“understanding”： EP, “A Defense,” TE, 96.
7“act honorably”： Ibid., 117.
8“O, my friend”： Ibid., 116.
9“I am fully”： Ibid., 93.
10“He has forced”： Ibid., 111.
11“to fill any”： Ibid., 118.
12“support myself”： Ibid.
13“Am I under”： Ibid., 102.
14“the privilege of”： Ibid., 118.
15“[Make] me an”： Ibid., 103.
16“as a Moses”： Ibid.
17“I know these”： Ibid., 99.
18“no fancy sketch”： Ibid.
19“the pictures”： Ibid.
20“I hate him”： EP, GD, 2:48.
21“He has by”： EP, PHL, 191.
22“the most inhuman”： EP, GD, 2:350.
23“loathing and disgust”： Ibid., 2:124.
24“a perverted and”： EP, “A Defense,” TE, 107.
25“David’s prayer”： Ibid., 116.
26“He remembered not”： “David’s prayer,” quoted by EP, ibid.
27“Her hatred of”： AM, in “Annual Meeting of the AMSAII,” 91.
28“refused to honor”： Cecilia Tasca, Mariangela Rapetti, Mauro Giovanni Carta, and Bianca Fadda, “Women and Hysteria in the History of Mental Health,” Clinical Practice & Epidemiology in Mental Health 8 （2012）： 110–19, https://doi.org/10.2174/1745017901208010110.
29“to join”： Ibid.
30“recovered”： Ibid.
31“their love is”： Falret, “On Moral Insanity,” 530.
32“They excite”： Ibid., 531.
33“I fear nothing”： EP, “A Defense,” TE, 110–11 and 94.
34“Dr. McFarland, I beg”： Ibid., 111, 114, 118.
35“Your sane patient”： Ibid., 119.
36“He can see”： EP, MPE, 101.
37“I have no”： Mrs. Tirzah F. Shedd, “Testimony of Mrs. Tirzah F. Shedd, of Aurora, Ill.,” in “Mrs. Packard’s Coadjutor’s Testimony,” 133, in PHL, page 487 in PDF.
38“who always finds”： SO, MO, 119, in PHL, page 473 in PDF.
39“Motives higher than”： EP, PHL, 87.
40“surprise”： Ibid., 86.
41“I will back”： Seventh Ward patient, quoted by EP, “My Reproof,” MP1, 137.
42“I will stand”： Ibid.
43“I tell my”： EP, “My Reproof,” MP1, 131.
44“I love my”： EP, GD, 1:244.
45“fixed to neat”： AM, in “Fifth Biennial Report of the Trustees, Superintendent, and Treasurer of the Illinois State Hospital for the Insane at Jacksonville: December 1856,” Reports of the Illinois, 231.
CHAPTER 15
1“the most expressive”： EP, PHL, 87.
2“I do not approve”： EP, “My Reproof,” MP1, 120.
3“a kind act”： Ibid., 131.
4“others are better”： Ibid., 122.
5“give up their”： Ibid.
6“Dr. McFarland”： Ibid., 120–21.
7“I came here”： Ibid., 132.
8“I shall make”： Ibid.
9“iron pen”： Ibid.
10“I feel called”： Ibid., 123.
11“no right to”： Ibid., 125.
12“The patients are”： Asylum employee, quoted by EP, ibid., 132.
13“Dr. McFarland keeps”： Ibid.
14“If it were”： Ibid., 133.
15“This is but”： EP, ibid.
16“Perhaps it was”： Ibid., 126, 131.
17“You can”： Ibid., 124–25.
18“I defy all”： Ibid., 125.
19“rising and applauded”： Ibid.
20“You need not”： Ibid., 130.
21“Of one thing”： Ibid.
22“fear her artillery”： Ibid., 126.
23“class of oppressed”： EP, “A Defense,” TE, 95.
24“communicable to others”： AM, “Appendix,” in Special Report of the Trustees, 100.
25“spread, like”： Ibid.
26“the minds of”： Ibid.
27“most trying”： AM, in Ninth Biennial Report, 34.
28“I do want”： EP, “My Reproof,” MP1, 127.
29“when you thought”： Ibid., 136.
30“his feelings burst”： EP, MK, 62.