31“He seemed determined”: Ibid.
32“Remember, Dr. McFarland”: EP, “My Reproof,” MP1, 137.
33“presentiment of coming”: EP, PHL, 89.
34“put every article”: Ibid.
35“so cold that”: EP, “My Reproof,” MP1, 128.
36“the almost monastic”: AM, in “Sixth Biennial Report,” 256.
37“neat and well-arranged”: AM, in “Fourth Biennial Report of the Trustees, Superintendent, and Treasurer of the Illinois State Hospital for the Insane at Jacksonville: December 1854,” Reports of the Illinois, 176.
38“pleasing anticipation”: Ibid., 177.
39“soul-cheering doctrine”: EP, GD, 1:256.
40“most fetid scent”: EP, PHL, 90.
41“screaming, fighting”: Ibid.
42“rough, tangled”: Ibid., 95.
43“unfragrant puddles”: Ibid., 91.
44“to wade”: Ibid.
45“You may occupy”: AM, quoted by EP, PHL, 88.
PART TWO: DARK BEFORE THE DAWN
EPIGRAPHS
1“Much Madness is”: Emily Dickinson, “Much Madness is divinest Sense—(620),” The Poems of Emily Dickinson: Variorum Edition, ed. Ralph W. Franklin (Cambridge, MA: Belknap Press of Harvard University Press, 1998)。
2“She did not”: Obituary of Lucy Strong Parsons Ware, “Died,” Gazette and Courier, November 28, 1843.
CHAPTER 16
1“The maniac’s ward”: SO, MO, 33, in PHL, page 387 in PDF.
2Conversation between EP and Miss Tenney: Quoted by EP, PHL, 88.
3“except when the”: SO, MO, 37, in PHL, page 391 in PDF.
4“like wild beasts”: De Wolf, “Public Institutions.”
5“there was scarcely”: EP, PHL, 90.
6“mild and peaceful”: SO, MO, 36–37, in PHL, pages 390–91 in PDF.
7“fluttering bird”: EP, GD, 4:65.
8“She saw I”: Ibid.
9“Pray aloud!”: Bridget, quoted by EP, PHL, 111.
10“quiet, inoffensive”: EP, PHL, 110.
11“exclaiming with great”: Ibid., 111.
12“Let Dr. McFarland”: Bridget, quoted by EP, ibid.
13“human passions”: EP, ibid., 189.
14“O, my dear”: Jenny Haslett, quoted by EP, PHL, 128.
15“sobbing and”: SO, MO, 39, in PHL, page 393 in PDF.
16“swearing, cursing”: SO, MO, 38, in PHL, page 392 in PDF.
17“silent musings”: EP, MK, 65.
18“Comfort, attention”: EP, PHL, 87.
19“blackest night”: EP, MK, 63.
CHAPTER 17
1“Duties are ours”: EP, GD, 12.
2“pretend to be”: Ibid., 360.
3“in consequence”: EP, PHL, 93.
4“mere empty bubbles”: EP, “My Reproof,” MP1, 136.
5“The only way”: EP, GD, 12.
6“I determined”: EP, PHL, 94.
7“filthy insane”: Phrase cited in Grob, The Mad Among Us, 85.
8“their beds”: New York State official, quoted in ibid.
9“an exceedingly”: EP, PHL, 94.
10“their personal cleanliness”: Ibid.
11“with a scream”: AM, “The Better Way,” 28.
12“I cannot forget”: EP, PHL, 95.
13“Good morning”: AM, quoted by EP, ibid.
14“Doctor, I find”: EP, ibid.
15“Yes”: AM, quoted by EP, ibid.
16“It is no”: EP, ibid., 96.
17“I do not”: Ibid., 173.
18“I find, from”: EP, GD, 1:184.
19“brute beasts”: EP, PHL, 186.
20“as black as”: Ibid., 96.
21“Mrs. Packard”: Minerva Tenney, quoted by EP, ibid., 92.
22“To [Minnie’s] kindness”: EP, ibid.
23“like a sister”: Ibid.
24“stripped of every”: EP, MK, 64.
25“feelings of delicacy”: EP, PHL, 91.
26“disappointed affection”: Ibid., 128.
27“human wreck”: Ibid.
28“a handsome, delicate”: Ibid.
29“most desperately upon”: EP, GD, 1:229.
30“Dear mamma!”: Arthur Packard, quoted by EP, PHL, 41.
31“loving caresses”: EP, GD, 1:330.
32“sweet spirit”: Ibid., 2:302.
33“pleasure almost unalloyed”: Ibid., 1:229.
34“I must love”: Ibid., 4:164.
35“more like the”: EP, PHL, 128.